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10:07 pm: i feel electric, pink in the cheeks...

12:14 am: career girl.

11:20 pm: without arms to hold you.
its times like this/these
when you think
you need to talk
but havent even a clue what to say
and you realize
what you need most... is physical
and youre not getting either
so you suffer alone,... in silence
with only your blankets to greet you

12:48 pm:

you are chartreuse #7FFF00

Your dominant hues are green and yellow. There's no doubt about the fact that you think with your head, but you don't want to be seen as boring and want people to know about your adventurous streak now and again. Your saturation level is very high - you are all about getting things done. The world may think you work too hard but you have a lot to show for it, and it keeps you going. You shouldn't be afraid to lead people, because if you're doing it, it'll be done right. Your outlook on life is very bright. You are sunny and optimistic about life and others find it very encouraging, but remember to tone it down if you sense irritation.

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10:54 pm: there's no place like home

11:11 pm: depression, and i cant shake it.
and really, it use to be "this time of year",
but its not "this time of year" every day.
day in, day out, day in, day out
whats wrong with me?

i didnt know regret a few years ago
now im full to the brim.

12:44 am: puppy love

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11:45 pm: its strange to know,
how a few different words,
or a few different expressions,
could of possibly
resulted in
a completely different ending

10:40 pm: "i dont want to meet your daddy, i just want you in my caddy"

01:06 am: i have a hellofalot to be thankful for.
how come i dont feel thankful?

10:18 pm: and she asks herself, why did she start, yet again, another journal.
privacy, privacy, privacy
i dont dig the friends only option,
which may be my only option at some point
but im going to see how this works out.

to many people know and read my other journal (ie. family members, co-workers, etc.)

i want something that feels genuine. and i cant achieve that if everything i say is guarded.

so, heres to a fresh start. (when theres no such thing)

10:59 pm: "theres no such thing, as a fresh start"